ever since ms. zaireen had her 1st baby, she's like always being like our parents, more like moms. but the differences she doens't forces it on us, she goes with the flow. i guess i'm more of like prefer, totally prefer to let me realize my mistakes and learn from that. but that doesn't exaclty goes with my mom. she kinda nags alot. sorry mommy, i bet you wouldn't see this at all ;p
when ms zaireen asked us to close our eyes and picture our parents and i went like O.O . think of what our parents advise us all the time, think of them . yes. what i really pictured was my mom was nagging at me over some matter which i all the time think i'm correct. yes, most of the time. and my dad, he's stress-from-work. so basically, i only talk most to my sis, which i'm really glad i could share with her. i love you too sis ;)
although, if i ever tell this out, people would go like * no laahhh, maybe u think only lah* , but i'm very sure i'm right. i'm not trying to put this in a way i think i'm always correct but, i really do think i'm right. i shall not touch on that matter. secrets are secrets to strictly for myself. i sometimes wonder who would be the first person i'll pour this out to. but, its not like i will anytime soon. its just too hurtful. sometimes, people thinks that they are so depressed because of so-so-so. but i think mine's worst.
okay, so mainly ms. zaireen wanted us to remember what our parents did to us. the sacrifieces they did and so on. i think after birth, all women goes on like that. but i just cant think what ... did to me at all.
i'm all alone to my little depressed secrets. sometimes i rather, i not know the truth.
oh well, on the bright side, im always happy when im around people whom i love. i truly love. and neve forget as long i live. the people who had times of happiness with me and those who treats me as if im like a shit. ill never forget.
